Since I am pretty sure that no one reads this blog, I am not going to update on the Dylan relationship. All you need to know is he ended it and I'm still getting over it. He said we were going to be friends, and then I don't hear from him. I am still hurting somewhat, but I know that God is helping me through it. I don't know how long it will take, but probably longer than I want. I saw him walking on the street the other day and it felt like someone punched me in the chest. When will it stop hurting? Will it ever? I sure hope so. I really just want to move on, but I will never fully understand what happened. I did forgive him though, but it's still a process of moving on.

Alright enough about the past....

Present news. I went back to school and made some new friends at church & school. Small group started tonight with a group of great people from church. We are going through a book called The Praying Life, which I'm excited for. I hope to strengthen my prayer life and relationship with my Father.

I feel like there is a ton on my mind and I either don't want to write it down or i don't know how.

This isn't really a blog that anyone would read unless you knew me. It is more of a journal for me to do some verbal throw up on.

I'm in a cranky mood... going to bed now.

Lord, help me to be at peace.